You may not know this about me but I've got a sweet spot in my heart for sissies. Like many fetishes, its origins are confusing. Part of me loves the fact that a man is drawn to emulate a woman, they could do anything they want in the sexual spectrum and they choose to feminize themselves. It's like a roundabout compliment in a way. The other part of me resents that this is done as an act of humiliation for some. Done behind closed doors, an embarrassing secret. I suppose my role is to meld these two perspectives, to coax and seduce the sissy out from the darkness of shame and into the beauty and power of femininity.
I had an amazing session with my favourite sissy, let's call him Danielle. He usually has a lovely, deep, soothing voice but that won't do for a sissy at all. I dressed him in lingerie, blindfolded him and tied him to the bed. Danielle is resistant to his nature so the restraints were more of a psychological aid than anything. Danielle tries to revert to vanilla/hetero normative behaviour regularly, although he just doesn't belong there. I want Danielle to come out and be my girlfriend, I want us to bask in feminine energy together and leave behind the ideas of what sex should look like.. and sound like.
With Danielle fully fixated on the sounds around him, I demonstrate. I start playing with myself beside him, this is what a woman sounds like when she's turned on, beckoning arousal from others with her breath and subtle noises. Danielle's turn. She's resistant, giggling, uncomfortable. Her laughter is met with my big, pink dildo being forced into her mouth. Try again. Danielle works well with discipline, she doesn't love gagging on that dildo with no way to resist, moaning seems the better option now. She moans and I direct her to beg me. Beg me to rub her wet clit so she can cum, cum with that nice, pink cock in her mouth. It's all about positive association. If she associates the positive sensation of an orgasm with the feeling of my strap on deep in her throat, she'll soon start to crave my cock all the time. Just like I wanted.
Lovely, little sadist living in Toronto, Ontario. This is my journal, where my brain gets to play.